From path of clutches to path of calmness!

Don't look for relationship, look for that Bond!

When you get a space at my blog, you should know you mean A LOT to me!
Yes Gaurav Kumar Rawat!
We have seen together that life, that I believe is the most bizarre form of life!

But dude, the bond that we had formed together is unconditional!
You be seven oceans away from me, and I would still pray for the smile on your face (I hope, then you will have a better hairstyle).
It is sometimes , that I am unable to give any name to this relationship. Because I don't care in what form you are with me, be my brother, be my friend, be my confidante, whatever you want to name it, You are that special person in my life with whom the silence on the phone can tell me thousands stories (People will read this as a love story, but for us it is not! It is that like that special bond I have with my mother when she intrinsically know that I am hungry. Well, I am hungry right now!).

I thought I would write about our friendship and about how wonderful as a person you are on your birthday!
But, it seems my fingers are writing entirely different! I want to write about how pure a relationship can be! How just the presence in your life of somebody makes you feel secured. How, anything you say, any joke on anybody will not affect the core bond that we have!
That's why, I want to say to the world today, don't look for relationship with a person, look for that bond!

That bond, which will give you immense happiness when the other is happy!
Ant let me tell me you dear Rawat, I am very happy for you since you are happy!

And with all my heart,I wish you all this happiness in your future! (This deal is valid only if you keep disturbing me)!

Well, I do miss the times when we use to share things together, new knowledge, new music, new movies, new observations!! But, Abhi picture khatam nahi huyi hai dost! You can always ping me for anything you want to tell about your new DSLR, from aperture to focal length (but you know I don't give a damn though), but it feels good!...

I think I have made it too complex. Let me summarize it for you!
Its just that, its your birthday and I feel happy! :)

God Bless you and me !!
19th Aug '2015

Freedom for Making My Decisions Myself!

"Written for a friend who stood up for the rights of women"

Almost all my life,

Restricted and Bonded!

Sometimes by family, sometimes by peers.

Sometimes by clothes, sometimes by choices.

I came here to learn, to enlighten,

I know what is right,

What is wrong,

I came here to make my choice of time,

Not to be locked in cage!

How the rich crushes the poor

The Isolated Strip of the world!

Raped By My own Men!

Raped By My own Men!

It has been observed that the maximum number of molestation, eve teasing and rapes are done by the people living in your proximity, which you thought were your near and dear ones! Dedicated to all heinous souls out there who for their own pleasures of life do not think once about the devastating effect on lives of the people who are affected by their acts.

It’s quite very long being hugged tightly by somebody…

as a father who takes me as a daughter and not an object..

as a brother for whom I have a soul within this flesh…

as a friend who cares for the feelings and not my curves…

as a neighbor who doesn't sense beneath the not so flat chest…

as a shop owner who doesn't see my innocence besides the clothes..

as a confidante who doesn't divulge the secrets about my forlorn…

as a colleague who sometimes might see my work other than my legs..

as a boss who encourage me to work rather than sleep with him…

as a security guard who himself want to lay hands on me

as a cousin for whom relationships are important than pleasure..

as a teacher for whom fashion is close to nudity..

as a helper who wants to get his own things done than do mine..

as a relative for whom i am not like daughter but one more thing to enjoy..

Betrayed, eve teased, molested, raped

by my own men.. my own clan,

Then, what do i expect from the ones who are not mine ?

The charm of being self with you !

With no clutter around
just you and what matters
no hullabaloo of the world
no endless chatters
just few mouths and many books.

An ideal morning,
a lush green garden
behind my small cottage
two white iron chairs
and a kettle of tea
Sitting with him,
talking about our parents
high on career
insane with fun
we enjoy
each and every moment
just being ourselves!

No two faces
no dilemmas
peace with that book in one hand,
holding another to your hand
walking at the riparian
talking about our kids
happy with the simplicity
content with the detachment
from world
we enjoy
each and every moment
just being ourselves!

I take only you
only few thoughts
few relationships
to my grave
a simple epitaph
and a profound life behind it!